i got dosed by you

The past few days I’ve been working on my front porch until I fall asleep. It’s been nice having the sun wake me up. I don’t think I’ve been regularly sleeping in a bed since late May.

Eight hours have been magically added to my timecard in the past pay period. Either they really wanted to get rid of their budget before the end of the fiscal year or they’ve mixed me up with someone else. What a mess.

We wrap up our case study tomorrow with a presentation. That should be interesting. I’m going to commit myself to drawing more after this. My grandiose contribution to the team was laying out a timeline for the implementation of our ideas. I had quite a bit of fun being creative with that. It makes up for my lackluster part of the presentation.

I’ve been told many times that the number one fear among people is public speaking and that the number two fear is dying. I don’t think I need to point out the oddity with this statistic. I suppose it goes hand in hand with how one of the greatest human needs is to belong. No one wants really wants to stand out from the crowd. Let alone, stand in front of a crowd. Nails poking up get hammered back in, etc.

What ashame.